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havent posted in a while cos i lost my camera cord. also busy with moving house-a big change i hate change but am excited to be living so close to the markets and theres a lot of rad stuff in west end that i wil be close to..will miss people though-community living is guaranteed security against lonliness-and you can be with people without having to go out of your way to socialize with them. i am terrible at having guests over i give them coffee etc but then i'm like err what the heck to do now? do i have to talk to you? is it ok if i draw? and then if you want to take a nap u cant say "can u leave so i can take a nap?" prina is the best person to have over-she used to just show up i would come home and she'd be hanging out in my room with her laptop and i could nap all day and she wouldnt care.
one thing about comm living-you cannot hide your weird behaviour when your depressed. if you get up at 2 in the arvo with the same underpants you've warn for 3 days people know. plus they stop you and make you have conversations with them. i usually make a beeline for the 120cm flatscreen and watch back to back episodes of malcolm in the middle on cable. gary comes in says susan your disgusting go outside or something. says susan your addicted. and then i feel even more crap. shin comes in screams "susan my susan!!!" (she is korean need i say any more and i adore her) she says please can we watch dogs with jobs?" i hate that show. every new dog that comes on she says oohhh look at that doggie oh i love that doggie. i make her watch wife swap and cops and jail. i drink too much coffee and i get inspired and i make books and then i go and sniff out what justins doing, hover around him make him uncomfortable. make make make books i wonder if one day my inspiration will just run out but it hasnt yet.

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